:’(

i leave today to go see my grandpa. he’s dieing and doesn’t have long to live. i don’t wanna see the rest of my family but everyone is gonna be there.

i wish i had weed.

i don’t know anymore

i like my life i guess.

sometimes i feel empty though. i don’t know what i wanna do or what im even doing with my life. sometimes i feel like im just a ghost, walking around doing nothing on this planet. im not sad but im not the same as i use to be. i miss that person but i am happy. weird huh?

I go out on a party and look for a little fun but I find a darkened corner because I still miss someone.
 

A hardcore
He’s not setting out to hurt people
He’s got a lot of love in him
For you know

For his mum, his brother, his girlfriend
He actually, I think, wants to do the right thing
So it’s more a question of
Will power, self discipline and circumstances

From being in love
Dark angel, fall from the heavens above
Send me an angel to heal my heart, from being in love
And after all of the love for you, in my life
But it wasn’t good enough for you
I can’t take no more tears from my eyes